You understand? No, you think you understand. Just because you have a Ph.D. doesn’t mean you can magically feel anyone’s pain. Have you witnessed someone you love turn into dust? Were you on the phone with him, when when he screamed for his life? No! So don’t sit here and tell me that everything is going to be okay because it’s not. My boyfriend, my best friend, the only person who knew me better than I knew myself, is dead. He’s gone! It’s only been a week and it feels like years. I try to stop myself from crying every night because I don’t want to accept it. I need him. I miss him so much. The pain is unbearable. Knowing I’ll never get to hug him, kiss him, hold him or see his beautiful smile anymore, kills me. Who’s going to tell me I’m beautiful or, “I love you?” I promised him we’d be together forever, and he trusted me. Forever wasn’t long enough. Why? Why did God do this to me? How can he take the only person who meant the world away from me? What have I done wrong? I don’t understand…..
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- Written by: Ashley Moran